Some one tell me why all of a sudden at the same time all my friends started acting like fuckin douche bags… And the two people that meant everything fucking hate me.. I think it’s a sign it’s time for me to bounce out of this state and start a new life..
In the past year I’ve completely lost who I once was I turned to drugs to find an answer and only found myself digging a deeper and deeper hole. I’ve hurt myself and just about every person around me. I’m done living this way I’ve just accepted the fact that there is no answer life is just a fucked up memory that will be soon be gone after we die. People have tried to help me and it’s only gotten worse. I’m done trying.